I really wish i have a big heart

Classic Hot Chocolate doesn't warm up my heart as what i thought....deep down in my heart i feel so lost.

I wish i have a big heart and everything will be seems fine to me. 

Indeed, i don't have, i'm just a very very ordinary girl, what you expect from me?

I not only will feel happy, excited or being loved

That's not my only emotion.

I will get jealous;

I will get frustrated;

I will get mad;

I will worry;

I will get disappointed;

I will get hurt....etc

All is because i'm just a normal girl

You don't care doesn't mean i don't care!

Don't you ask me why i care so much,when there is nothing i can worry about.

It's just like asking you why do you eat!

It's the same, it comes naturally the feeling : (